Diagnosis
20 March 2018Diagnosis
This poem is about a medical folder that was left on the side of the bed
I didn’t want to look
I didn’t want to view
The different scenarios
That could come into view
Their lying there
Upon the bed
Daring me to open them
To run around
Inside my head
To cause kayos
To cause dread
Once released out side
The box
No control to take
The knocks
The knives are
Blunt
The wounds not
Deep
Just deep enough
To cause me pain
That I can live with
And get up again
The loss of blood
Not to great
The blood congeals
The scars don’t
Heal
The space where fear
Normally resides
Is empty now
No tunica can stop
The flow
No Compromise
A poem by Mal O’Donnell, prostate cancer survivor
Ely, Cardiff