Mid-Point Update

12/11/2024

It being nearly the midpoint of my first stint here in Barcelona, I feel a second update would be perfect for this journey of being abroad.

In comparison to my first arrival and initial thoughts, day by day, the language barrier gets easier here. Having lived with many native Spanish speakers, I’m not only getting a feel for castellano (Spanish from Spain) but also for Latin American Spanish as well. I have felt myself becoming a bit lazy with regards to fully integrating myself into the culture from time to time, as it is so mentally draining to do so day after day when sometimes (especially after a long day at work or studying) all you want to do is switch your brain off. However, taking into account other thoughts and feelings currently going on—such as slight burnout, homesickness, among others—I feel as though it is okay to cut myself some slack as long as it isn’t prolonged. The more I push myself away from this new culture, the less happy I am, and the less worthwhile all of this will be in the end. So even though it is hard from time to time to stay committed to constantly being outside of my comfort zone, I know that ultimately, it will all be worth it.

Work-wise:

With regards to work, I have honestly been enjoying it more and more. The initial excitement obviously passes, but once you gain more confidence in and around the lab—whether that be socially or on a skill-based level—the more rewarding work and social interactions you will end up having. One thing I am very grateful for is my supervisor, who I feel I can be very honest with about the work I’m doing and how much I am enjoying it. Though even if I wasn’t so lucky, I would still urge anyone to speak up if they are truly not enjoying their work.

One piece of advice I would give is that it will get lonely being completely away from all your friends and family. The one-hour time difference can sometimes feel huge, especially when trying to squeeze in a call during the week. But I have been told it’s natural to feel like this at this point, so I’m going to try and keep that in mind. I’m sure everything will pull through, and I am starting to understand what it is like to truly live here every day for a year. Though, saying that, I can already see myself looking back at this and laughing.

Jacob